Feeling Sad :-(

Okay...I know this makes no sense and I know that in a few weeks I will be back on a schedule and feeling like a baby for writing this BUT...I really miss my mom. I miss my husband too and my brother but it is just not the same. The kids and I stayed with my mom two months. That's it...not two years...two months and yet her company has kept me going. It was nice to know that someone was going to be home for the dinner I cooked. It was nice to know I could go grocery shopping with someone. Company for watching tv, help with the kids, general companionship. We are in the same town...she was over this morning and yet I feel like an important part of me has been cut off. Crazy? I know. The best part is that woman can drive me sooooo crazy! But still it was so wonderful to have my mommy there. Now I have to once again be the grown up. I am just lonely.
My wonderful brother Pete, living in Charlottesville Virginia, called me as soon as he got out of work tonight. We had a chat while he drove to the gym. I felt so much better after talking to him. We are very close and it was nice to hear about the things going on in his life right now. I would call my hubby who is my rock but if I am stressed and sad when he is on the road it stresses him out. And he already is stressed from not being here...so I hate to add to it.
So that leaves blogging and facebooking. Lucky people! ;-)